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- Choice: stay in The Abstract, at the source, with his mother and her memories of him? Return to free her and return her to The Real? His memories are in ImpCorp and without memories, will The Abstract be the same? He cannot live in his mother’s memories of him. They are not his own, but then again, are our memories just versions of stories that we were part of? Is it between staying and living someone else’s memories of him, and returning to find his own? He hopes that finding his own will make his life make sense. Who he is and how he became who he is. He will be able to return. The Jade Rhino can make it through, but it is a one way trip. Her memories lock her in here. Leon, however, does not have any to hold him and should be able to return, if he moves quickly. Will he return to free his mother and return to The Real? Or is the bond to Suunto so much that he is willing to risk it all to repay them? - that does not seem a strong enough reason to return, and is off theme.
The founders stabilise the ImpVerse. They hold it in place with their consciousness. She is one of the founders, betrayed by ImpCorp in the early days. They were locked in to the machine, their minds used to stabilise The ImpVerse. They are the conduit between the worlds. They were angry at first, but time does not exist for them. They can see that they exist as no others do and that their sacrifice, although it was not their decision, was for the betterment of humanity. They exist here, nine of them now, remaining to stabilise the souls of humanity. The rest, have gone already. They are merged with The Abstract.
Leon was hooked up to her when the betrayed them. When she realised what was happening, she tried to push him from the remote connection, but Leon held on so tightly. It sucked your childhood from you. You exist here too, as a child, but that does not explain why you cannot remember. You must have been six, maybe eight at the time, I’m… not sure… numbers and time do not mean much anymore. It has been a long time since I thought in linear ways. Time does not exist here. It is something else. It represents what we really are - a mix of past, present and future in our thoughts, all existing in a body that insists on living a linear existence. The binary nature of our existence on Earth is really quite fascinating, and cruel as well. She does not know why he does not have any other memories after though. It is quite fascinating from a scientific point of view. Memories are just echoes of the past that form the basis of stories we tell ourselves to justify our lives. Why you have not imprint of those moments, she does not know. Biologically, you should not have changed.
He is unsettling the nature of the ImpVerse by being here, which is fine, as he is now one of ten. His lack of memory has most definitely helped to counter his influence on the ImpVerse, but he must come to a balance if he is to exist here. He must come to a resolution to be here, and accept his life lost, his debts paid, his emotions in check. Any taint in him will permeate through The Abstract, to the ImpVerse. The stronger the taint, the more the ImpVerse will be tainted. Even though they did not ask for this responsibility, it is something they must support. There are billions of them now, and they must nurture them.
Date
September 30, 2022